It's been a minute ..

yo, i know i havnt written on this in a while. and i think its high time that i should.
wow. so much has been going on in my life. new people. new friends. but i think im really missing the point of things. i mean. i really need to focus on my life but i really cant focus on them if i havnt got my priorities straight. i really need to be able to work something out but everytime i get my feet back on the ground some fool seems to mess with my head. everytime i think i have a system in my life. an order everytime i close my eyes something bad always happens. why is that?
why is it that every time something good happens that first sign you get it gets bad? or is that only me?

iv been through alot in my life. im 21 and iv gone thru so much drama that i just want it to be over. i want my course to finish. i dont want my bestfriends hating eachother.
im sick of trying to be the good person all the time. why cant people start treating me with the same respect i treat them?
like seriously?

im venting out on this which is possibly a good thing. a bad thing however is iy being 1 am and me having an interview and work in about 7hours .. goodnight and i shall b back! <3